| alright for a long ass time, i didn't write down my thoughts into this blog. Well somepeople say a good way to relief your stress is by writing your thoughts down, well all my thoughts are good and private and some might be bad and might be heard of, well i don't know where to kick it out , or another words send it out my words to people. Well i noe, pack a bowl or sumthing or smoke a stoogie will do, well i don't do cigarittes. but well its a way of dangerin yourself and reliefing pain or stress , (IM NOT JUDGEING NO ONE, THIS IS JUST MY FEELINGS) well there is more other ways. I dunno, its much to difficult to picture it. My feeling on people, my love to other people might be odd and different, its the matter of how i show then love or to express my feelings. I express with words, but words can lead to some bad ways. People in dis world get offended my little things, so another words a one man's sayin can led an other man's thoughts and there feeling negative or positive how ever the put it. Well the art of rap NOT NO MUSIC WITH WOMAN GRIDDING AND BLING BLING BS more underground hiphop, really pinpoints life and pain those artist went through, they stricty talk and bring thoughts of the art of a great music. Music is one of the stress relivers, alot of people in dis world listen to a broadband of music. Well not those things that make woman ho's and sluts, like those songs that talks about what you go though and the thougths your have. So in another you get to feel and understand what you go through more, its a way to reflect on your life and say thanks if you have a better life. Its like readin something that touches your in the heart or watchin a movie, that makes you think twice about your action. Well i've learned alot from that. The thoughts are in my head are dis, what can i do to be one of the top best _______ player, its a sport. Of course, its not an easy task but its rekon with me. My heart and my thoughts combine in one the have one enternal feeling, it has to think of that and react to that. The mind is a mysterious thing. Love and Passion is a mysterious thing. Why, i have a love and passion for this sport, but to be a top, its not that easy. What i need is given talent, luck, and even great education on this sport. Now love, is the hardest aspect. I need more love and more passion of this sport, its a matter how i nuture the love. Even playin an instrument has to do the same, having love and passion makes one then you have "interest", thas the key word. INTEREST that makes the topic fun and more exciting. Then there is another aspect, COMPETITION, how looks better?, how is a player?, who gets more A's? Who has the Most money? this is all COMPETITION, who is a minority? its a word that makes a person be more hmm, competitive, fighting, sports even games are all competiton its all in our head. Well the Competition is big, its a matter of who wins and loses. Its like war, My father always says, LIVE IS LIKE WAR THERE IS ALWAYS BULLETS FLYING EVERYWHERE, well my thoughts is dis LIFE IS LIKE MATH, THERE IS EVERY PROBLEM AND YOU HAVE TO SOLVE IT AND.... THERE IS MORE PROBLEM. So competiton, you must fight and be a winner. That means you had survived if you get to your highest pick in your life. NOW I NOE ITS LONG, BUT THE GRAMMER SUCKS ITS MY THOUGHTS, WELL OUR HEAD IS MIXED UP SOMETIMES WELL THIS IS HOW IT IS |
